Monday, January 8, 2018

School's Out For Me

Finally! I managed to log into my Blogger account after so long.  I've wanted to post something a while back but eventually found out the computer that I've been using was under a different email account this whole time, therefore I couldn't sign in here. What did I do after that scenario? Nothing. I had no clue of what I should probably do at that moment. Clearly I wasn't bright enough to figure it out sooner, but at least I'm here today. Besides, nothing out of the ordinary has happened to me for the last couple of months.......WRONG!!!

I FINISHED MY HIGH SCHOOL EDUCATION LAST YEAR<3<3<3

My high school held a pretty amazing graduation ceremony at The Pearl Kuala Lumpur International Hotel on 30th September 2017. What made that occasion even more special was that the graduation robe that my friends and I wore was our school's own graduation robe and not a rental one like those used by other students before us. The grand looking ballroom where we listened to speeches, received our certificate of completing high school and most definitely ate till our hearts can't contain (mainly me from what I can see) totally made me feel like I'm in a movie. Majority of my friends rather take endless amount of photos together than eating all the food because.....they looked super nice in their clothes. If you attended a public school in Malaysia, you would certainly not miss a chance to wear normal clothes during any school events since we were told to wear uniforms daily. Ugghhh! The good part about it is that we won't get judged by the types of clothes we'd be wearing tho. Secondly, they didn't have enough time to savor the bittersweet moment as they had a bus to catch, return their graduation robes and eat in an hour. Lucky for me I went with my parents. So I basically chilled the whole day. 

Sadly I didn't get to take a class picture with all my friends. They didn't call me to join them even though we were sitting at the same table. I guess they didn't bother to do it since they didn't want to disturb my so-focused eating session.I felt grateful that my parents were there for me or I'd be completely lost. I was disappointed but I couldn't blame them. I've only been with them for just a year while they've stayed together for longer than I would know. I'm practically a stranger but that's what I have to sacrifice in order to be in the class I belong, where I can keep up with my studies. They were nice people anyways. We had good laughs throughout the year. Senior year was the best because at times I feel like I can mingle well with them and talk random stuff.  I even got invited to my friend's house during Eid and everyone was there. It comes to show that you win some and you lose some. But I couldn't ask for a cooler class like the one I had in Form 5.

I TOOK THE BIGGEST EXAM IN MY LIFE

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) was a scary phase of 2017 for me. 11 years of learning in primary and secondary school and it all led to this? I had mixed emotions while being in this process honestly. A part of me is ready, at the same time another part is just freaking out. I knew I did revision on topics that can help me gain lots of marks as well as understanding what each particular question wants. I even took several previous SPM papers so that I can get use to the pattern. However, some subjects weren't as how I hoped it'd be. On the bright side, I was sitting the 4 week exam (6th November-28th November 2017) alone in a separate room from my friends as I was allowed to get extra time on the papers. This is due to the fact that I had an eyesight problem but it won't stop me from tagging along with other kids my age. Being all by yourself in a spacious room as you are constantly under the supervision of a teacher you don't know ( teachers from other school so that it would be a fair exam) would sound terrifying to most students, but for me it kept me calm as I had the opportunity to think thoroughly and not be distracted at all cost. All in all, I'm glad it is all over. Once I finished my final paper which was Basic Economics, my mum took photos of me around school grounds as that would be the last time where my school uniform sees the light of day. Did I mention I left school at 6 pm that day. I always leave the school gates hours later than normal students would due to different timetables. My parents celebrated by taking me out to A&W. We had ice cream waffles and watched Disney's Coco in TGV Cinemas. It was an unforgettable day for sure.

NO MORE SCHOOL FOR THIS GIRL ;)))) 

So many things had happened truthfully but I'll save it up for next time.
(just follow my Instagram account because I'm way active there haha) 
 

  

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