The last 5 days of fasting for 1437H. Honestly, I'm sad to see this special month slowly reaching its end point not knowing whether we'd still have the chance to reunite with it next year or not. All I know is that whatever I've been doing lately is all because of my own actions and no other factors, so I better start realizing all my wrongdoings other than blaming them on people around me or disturbance from the unseen. I know it's late to look at things that way right now but it's better to be late than never.
No matter how hard we try to improve ourselves during this holy time, we can't help but to turn back into the same old self we were any other day in this 365 cycle. Has it become a part of us? Are we the monsters we really are? I just don't know. Only Allah knows the answer.
I'm ashamed.
I'm disappointed.
I'm confused.
Why does some people say life is easy when it's actually not? Every time when something good comes in the way, something unexpected would be waiting for its queue to strike hard on us.
It truly shows patience must be earned. A strong heart is needed to overcome what life throws at you from every direction. Iman is our only hope to survive in this cruel world.
And I don't wanna lose it..............
May this Ramadan bring a new goal to achieve, a new promise to fulfill, a new journey to encounter.
For a brighter now and tomorrow.
Amin<3<3<3
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